Tomorrow is my off day! Finally, after 9 days of non-stop working. *Except the medical leave on last Saturday. I'm having a lot of things to be done on tomorrow! First my bio reference book, which I supposed to be started long time ago. My dancing lesson, that I've always wanted to attend since I was a kid! And some meetings with friends regarding Amway and some updates about recent lives of each others.
Work kills our passion towards life, agree no? I'd always wanted to find a job in clinic, which I will be able to learn something besides earning some pocket money. But somehow I failed to get myself a job in so many clinics in Penang. Too bad. So I have to settle as a clerk in an electronics store, which have nothing related to my future studies. Everyday, the first thing that cross my mind is, money, my salary. I have to keep reminding myself that earning money is my first priority now, in order to drag myself out of my lovely bed. It's kinda pathetic, when you have to force yourself to work, because you need money. What we're doing now, turned out to be something that are utterly different from what we'd been dreaming of before we graduated from high school.
Actually I'd been neutral for few days. No happy nor sad. Perhaps the busy life anaesthetised me. I had a chat with Jack last night and Saw Mey just now. Talking to someone about my problems always make me depressed. Although compare to others, I've considered as the lucky one. At least I don't have to give up on my dreams. I wish to help my friends, who need it, but the truth is, I can't even take care of myself. How I wish I can start my study earlier, so that I could put a full stop to all the problems. But anyway, there's a problem that would never stop, the money.
It's 22nd today and there's still nothing about the announcement of STPM result. I don't want to keep worrying about it, the worry is torturing me. Anyway, good luck to me and all the 2011 STPM candidates. God bless us. :)
Cry doesn't solve the problems.
So the last thing I'm going to do is cry for my problems.
Smile, there'll always be rainbow after the rain.
:)
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